Just Wondering

Boyohboyohboy

I am on a roooooolllll it seems.

I need a vacation or to get the hell out of town for good, because I am clearly on some sort of path of destruction. This week, you can just call me Shiva.

I've got friends mad at me or I'm mad at them and people seem to be running around poking their noses where they don't belong.

I am so infuriated and annoyed and feel gut-kicked with betrayal.

But I do need to say:

G -- I am so sorry I didn't pick up the phone and call you that day. It was a shitty thing to not call you, and now I can't. I know you are real mad at me right now, and the only thing I know to do is to just leave you be as you asked. I hope when you are ready we will fix it. I don't know what else to say except I feel terrible about not doing that one thing, which would have been so easy. Then too much time went by and I couldn't. I'm sorry.