Monday, July 19, 2010

I Wish Someone Could Explain This To Me

Can someone please explain why is it that I have had a lovely, placid affair with the same guy since 2006, with no bullshit, no craziness, not a hint of unrest or silliness, and then some other guy comes along and fucks me up so bad?

I mean, seriously, folks, in all of my life, I have never felt so bad about myself after something went bad, the way I felt after this one.  Even after the ones that nearly ended in marriage, I didn't feel this bad about myself. No one has ever made me behave this way, EVER.  I dunno.

I am going to be examining this one from a million angles for a long time.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Transference of Jewish guilt. All Rothsteins know this.